FUCK T-MOBILE

In my opinion, this company officially has the WORST customer service I have ever seen with any cell phone company and as we all know, I have had everyone of them except Cingular Wireless.

On October 29, I discovered that my Motorola V300 phone (the blue one) was no longer charging. Being unable to charge, it would surely die. Common sence kicked in and told me that it was time to buy a new cell phone. Off to Lakeside Mall I went to the Coorporate Booth and told them my situation. L**, the former manager of the store shared some information on how to get a new phone for cheap. Simplying buying a prepaid phone, and switching the SIM card with my old phone is a cheap and fast way to get a new phone. Another employee T*****, the phone expert, told me that the Nokia 6101 phone was the best phone that met my needs. It was apparantly the best phone for instant messaging. WRONG.

Three days later sitting in the hospital room with my dad, my phone locked my internet service and I was no longer able to access neither AIM nor Yahoo. Back to the T-Mobile booth, I exchanged the phone for a new one. It worked for 3 days, and then locked up again. NINE PHONES LATER, and nearing my cut off for the exchange date, I was given my last phone which also had this problem. Pissed off, I went back to the T-Mobile booth and told them I want my money back. Their response was no. 568 calls to customer care and 7,493 trips to this booth later, noone was able to figure out what was wrong with my phone, and all I received was horrible customer care, lies, and more lies. They also charged me $15.00 each time they sent a new phone to my house!

Last night I went to pay my phone bill at Lakeside, and I was told to leave because apparantly the fat ugly gook doesn't like me and has made it clear that I am not welcome there anymore. Then he went and shut off my service causing me to have to drive all the way to Rochester to pay my bill. I was pissed so I called Customer Care. THEY DONT CARE. THEY LAUGHED and with the fakest apology, I called her a bitch and hung up.

Sound like great customer care? Do you want to be constantly lied to and laughed at? How about bad phone signal? Do you like wasting money on things you don't even get to use and not even have an explanation to why you are paying for something and unable to use it?

Then T-Mobile is your choice.

I am switching to Cingular Wireless tomorrow.

BUON NATALE

MERRY CHRISTMAS

MY LAPTOP CAME TODAY

mood: relieved

I am hoping that today is not some kind of warning for the future, that I will not be locked up in a prison for any amount of time. I really try to be nice, and remain stable but sometimes I just cant. Yes, I am seeing therapy and taking medication but sometimes neither seem to work. I just loose my mind and can't control myself. Actually, I dont even know what I am doing or saying until I'm calm again.

This morning Kevin wanted me to go to Eisenhower. I did not want to go because I'm done with high school and I really am not interested in being in one again. Anyways he convinced me to go cuz this boy I like goes there and Kevin tempted me with the name. So I ended up going with Kevin and his sister Cari. Well the last time I was in Eisenhower I was treated like a crime suspect or a terrorist so I wasn't looking forward to going. When I got in the office, they again treated me like a suspect. Telling me STAY HERE U CANT GO ANYWHERE and screaming, I felt embarrased because they called attention to me in a negative way. So I started talking to this Albanian girl next to me and she asked me what their problem was. I responded with my big mouth and told her, "they treat me like a fucking terrorist, like I'm going to blow up the school or something, ya I'm really gonna do that... whatever". Well the ignorant dramatic bitch secretary heard me and ran to get help thinking I said I was going to blow up the school. That is NOT what was said at all. She twisted what I said. Anyways I went to stand by Kevin and all of a sudden the principle and 3 other guys come up and signal for me to come to them. I didnt know what was going on, and since I dont go to their school, I just ignored them I figured they werent talking to me. Then I hear the "subsitute secretary" say, "He said it, he said he was gonna blow up the school". So all of a sudden I'm arguing her word against mine and we know how that ends up. I ended up in the principle's office being interrogated. Kevin some how convinced them to let me go and I ran out of that school. I am, however, going to write a letter of apology even though I did nothing wrong because I do not want a bunch of people thinking I am some kind of criminal. I may be high strung, but I am no criminal.

The day didn't end here however.

Later on I was driving with Kevin to work and before we left his subdivision this stupid kid in a red Ford Focus almost smashed into my car. So I yelled at him out the window and I wanted to get his license plate number but I couldnt see out my window. So I got out of my car and ran after him and he stopped suddenly, got out of this car, opened his trunk and came after me with what appeared to be a gun. I got scared and quickly got in my car deciding to forget the whole incident, of course I was still pissed off, but I didn't believe it was worth being shot over seeing that no actual damage was done. I turned onto Canal and proceeded following Kevin to the mall. Making a "Michigan Left" onto Schoenherr and passing the Canal light I saw that Ford Focus again with the man leaning out the window with his weapon, I sped up and told my friend I would call him back. I got on the phone with the police, told her a crazy guy with a gun is following me and she told me to meet her at the "TOYS R US" on the corner of Hall Rd, and Schoenherr. The cop showed up and I was explaining the situation with him, thinking that man would not ever see me again, when all of a sudden, I saw him passing by right infront of me. I quickly notified the officer that in that car was the person with the gun. The officers pulled him over and the investigated. I was a little shaken up, but later found out that his gun was actually a crow-bar, not a gun. I was a little relieved to know it was not a gun, but the crow-bar was still to be used as a weapon to me. I decided I should press charges against him probably for attempting to assault me with a weapon when I was weaponless. Now that I am aware of the crazy people in the world, I will never get out of my car again for any reason until an officer is in my presense.

***I will later add a picture of my police report***

mood: annoyed

Yesterday I was working with Rachel. I work at the 711 gas station and the gas price sign is broken. One side is $2.59 and the other side says $2.29. Well obviously it's $2.59. So I was sitting there minding my own business eating something and this psychotic bitch comes storming in the door screaming.

Here is a dialogue:

Psycho: YOUR FUCKING SIGN IS BROKEN                                                                                Me: Ya ok I already knew that                                                                                                      Psycho: THIS IS FUCKING REDICULOUS YOU BETTER GO OUT AND FIX IT                       Me: You better get out of here cuz it's not your place to order me around and there is nothing I can do about it so get over it.                                                                                                                     Psycho: IF THAT SIGN IS LIKE THAT TOMORROW IM CALLING SENATOR GRANHOLM Me: Busted out laughing in that fat cunts face                                                                                       Me: OK PSYCHO

And all day long I was harrassed and assaulted over that sign.

IM 18 YEARS OLD TODAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MYSELF! =D

mood: blah

Sunday was my graduation party. Everyone didn't show up even people that made a big deal about not getting their invitation "properly"... But thats ok I will return the favor when time comes. Doesn't matter anyways though because I made around $2000 so fuck them I'm not complaining at all. I still made enough to buy a car. Focus, Jetta, or SAAB. Next car is a BMW no exceptions =P.

Yesterday I went to Macomb to take my admission test. I passed everything which above a 90% so that means I HAVE TO TAKE HARD CLASSES god damnit. Who cares anything as long as I get into UoM some day. After the test I went swimming at my aunt's house. Stayed there for a couple of hours then I went which Cari (Kevin's sister) to get her tongue pierced and a tattoo. And last night I finally met Brandon after three years and we made a cd so that I can go upnorth tomorrow.

Today I work 2 - 10 =( but I have tomorrow and Thursday off so I'm going up north to visit Kevi T.

mood: apathetic

Last night I had the most weirdest dream.

I think I forseen my own death

And the grave I was buried in.

Not sure if I actually died, but I kept running into this grave...and it had my name on it.

Yesterday me and my cousin Janet went to look for cars cuz I need a new one. She took me to two places that sell BMWs. New ones from auctions. They were nice as fuck I think I want one. We looked at some VWs too at Vyletel on 18 Mile and Van Dyke.

 Audi A6 BMW Jetta Focus Lexus Mercedes-Benz Passat

Then after we looked at cars we went to eat at Big Boys. There was a guy riding a fucking bicycle in the middle of the street in the left-turn lane with a BLINKER on his back and a little strobe light on his helmet. Is this normal? What a loser...

mood: excited

Entry content is between the dates of Thursday, June 30 2005 - Friday, July 15 2005

Parents left around 12am and Nick came over. Never met him before until tonight he seemed nice though. We went out to Taco Bell on 21 and Van Dyke, came home, ate it, talked on AIM for a little bit, and then went to sleep at 4am =P.

Woke up at 9am...earlier for going to bed so late. Nick left, and I went to work from 2 - 10. Nick came over again and spent the night but I was exhausted and could not sleep. It was Jason's last day at work and mine too for a week.

Woke up, Nick left early cuz he had to work. I went to work and got off at 10, Kevin was back from Gaylord so I spent the night at his place after helping him pack for Florida. It was Jason's last day at work and mine too for a week.

Depart from Detroit to Orlando. Kevin and his mom came over to pick up me and Jeanine at my house then we left for DTW. The plane ride was alright except for the family next to us, which was expected cuz I always have horrid luck on plane seats. The fat little beast child was huffing and puffing and drooling and staring at me. His mom was annoying with her fucking suitcase and the dad was snoring so loud I couldn't tell if we were landing or taking off. Kevi T was nervous cuz he had never been on a plane before.

Finally got there around 4:30. Found my dad and Stefano and left. The airport was ridiculous to get out off since there was so many tolls. I had to get out and yell at a guy. Anyways, we drove to the house we were staying at. It was nice, and big too. Of course the excitement didn't last long cuz I immediately found out Sandro, Linda, and Giuseppe were coming over.

Monday came, Sandro and them left around 4:30 and my cousin Joanna and Sino came over right after but they didn‘t stay long. Me and Kevin swam in the pool, I got my very first sunburn on this day. Yes 18 years without ever burning. My family was shocked I had put on Aloe Vera Gel for the first time. Anyways we went out to Downtown Disney to watch some fireworks but EVERYONE got impatient and nobody wanted to wait until midnight so we left early. Then it thunder stormed.

Went shopping at some stupid Outlet type stores across from some ghetto mall. Of course Julia, Nino, and Angelo picked out this place instead of the Florida Mall where everyone else wanted to go. They wouldn't even stop to ask for directions like the idiots they are. Me and Kevin walked away until they started calling. Apparently Julia was making the rules...as soon as she was done shopping WE HAD TO LEAVE...so I got into a huge fight with Nino at the Mall and almost had the cops called on us. We went home...and got threatened to be sent home the next day...NOT HAPPENING, the plane ticket was in MY name so they were stuck with me =)

Woke up early to go to Universal Studios. Me and Kevin went in and road in order the... Twister, The Revenge of the Mummy, Jaws, other stuff. We ate at some place that was 50's style restaurant, good food but it was too expensive. It was about 700 degrees outside, and we ended up spending the rest of the time in the little kids place with the water fountains and everything. Went on one last ride, the Terminator, then shopping at the Universal Studios Store. Parents called while we were in there and told us to go to Hard Rock Cafe. I liked that place, the hottest guys work there.

Was bored out of my mind in the morning, It had been raining on and off all day. We just found out hurricane Dennis was coming. Me and Kevin went driving around to find the Wal-Mart. I bought a raft, Pringles jalapeno flavored, and some cheez-its and some food for my family. After we ate I went swimming and taught my nephew how to swim without his lifejacket. He thought he was going to drown all the time. Then we went back to Universal Studios. They went inside the park, me and Kevin just stayed on the City Walk for a while because they were filming Fear Factor and I wanted to watch it. It was not scary, it was more like fun. All the bitch did was slide down a rope from the top of Islands of Adventure tower to the big Universal globe on the other side of the lake. FUN not SCARY. Then we went in the park, contemplated on getting a henna, then rode Shrek, and then the Revenge of the Mummy. Kevin bought a picture of ride I looked like shit but whatever. Then we left the park and went back to City Walk and shopped while Nino, Julia, Angelo, Antonella, and my mom and dad were at Bob Marley. I bought a pig and a lamp from Glow =P and then we went to the Latin Quarter.

Not much happened today, I swam from sun up to sun down. Then I went to sleep.

1 more day, I was not looking forward to going back to Michigan, but that’s expected. This whole week flew by so fast. Me and Kev played pool all night and swam the rest of the time.

Last few hours we packed and left for the airport, we attempted to play one last game of pool but that didn’t work out cuz we were only able to get threw 1/2 of the game before it was time to leave. I said goodbye to everybody and we left around 11:30. Parents dropped us off at the door. I think I saw the hottest person ever. A Canadian guy with 4 guitars. He was hot as fuck I wanted to rape him in the airport. We went shopping after checking in the bags and walked around for a while. We ate at this weird place and then boarded the plane to come back home. The plane ride was sickening. I thought my pilot was suicidal but we made it alright. Margarita and Robert were there to pick us up. Later I dropped off Jeannine and then went to my aunt Carol’s house to get the house key, and then to my uncle’s house in ghetto Warren to pick up my dog. I missed her!

I spent it all with Kevin cuz he was going back to Gaylord. He’s gone now and I also went back to work yesterday. Today I have to work again but right now I’m going to the mall with Nick. Meeting some guy named Chris.

Me and Nick went to Lakeside cuz we were bored and we met Chris there. Tried to find some pants for me but I didn’t like any of them. Worked from 3 - 11 and here I am finishing this journal entry finally after three days of typing it.

mood: happy

Went up to Oxford today with Kevin's mom. She wanted me to go to the doctor's office with her so I did. Then we went to pick up Cari at their dads. After that we went over to Subway...the one that I worked at that wont pay me, and Margarita bitched out little Ms. Piggy Manager and the owner. They are fucking assholes trying to pay me minimum wage. I don't take minimum wage jobs SORRY MS. PIGGY.

DONT FUCK WITH ME ASSHOLES CUZ U WONT WIN

But atleast i got my money $$ HAHA

mood: amused

I'm a Hunky Faggot! Oh hello. I am completely gorgeous. You may touch me for a nominal fee, although I’d prefer that you were at least as hot as I am. I was genetically engineered for pleasure. Mine.

mood: blank

Im begginning to notice how empty and pathetic my life has been over these past few days. With this past year, 96% of my time was spent with 1 person. Now hes gone up north and Im here by myself. I have abandoned all my other friends for one. Now hes gone, and I am alone, with no one. I am suddenly realizing how lonely and pathetic my life has become over this past year. I am going to have to start over and make all new friends.

Here I am babbling on about my upsetting pathetic life again. Somebody smack me....

Tonight I have officially decided to start going out again with other people.

mood: thankful

Last night I graduated from Dakota. DONE FOREVER. I got my diploma, thank god. I guess I would have to thank 4 teachers and my councelor for putting up with my shit this year and still letting me pass ESPECIALLY GOVERNMENT!

Government - Mrs. McCallumore

Env Science - Mrs. Comoford

Speech - Ms. Lutz

Phys Ed - Mr. Snyder

Councelor - Mrs. Reed

I would NOT have graduated if these four teachers and my councelor did not run 874324 extra miles to get me out of there so thanks to them IM OUT FOREVER!

mood: happy

MY 89X PLAYLIST

1. Head Like A Hold -- NIN
2. There Is -- Box Car Racer
3. Happy? -- Mudvayne
4. Megalo Maniac -- Incubus
5. Running Away -- Hoobastank
6. Holiday -- Green Day
7. Stay Together For The Kids -- Blink 182
8. Eye -- Smashing Pumpkins
9. Drive -- Incubus
10. Faint -- Linkin Park
11. Right Here -- Staind
12. Somebody Told Me -- Killers
13. One -- Metallica
14. Nothing Else Matters -- Metallica
15. Creep -- Radiohead
16. Right Here -- Staind
17. Talk Shows on Mute -- Incubus
18. Points of Authority -- Linkin Park
19. I Feel So -- Box Car Racer
20. Down -- Stone Temple Pilot